Number 6:24-26

"The LORD bless you and keep you;the LORD make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace"

I found this passage to a page on facebook - 100% katolikong Pinoy. It is a nice reflection before I will take my sleep this evening and be ready for tomorrow journey. Truly the Lord is within us and he bless us always. He wants us to be happy and inspired. One day I'm been in a bad condition, I' very lonesome but I found myself writing essays and making a blogsite for english essays. So this is a product of blessing of God. He wants me to Keep me, to shine upon my face in times of weary and difficultie. He always put me to a dusty and rocky road but an meaningful journey in finding a true peace inside. God never leave me.

Sometimes I thought he is nothing, but he find ways
I lose him but he always see to it that I may trace
I found myself confused but he is solving a maze
He is giving me pain to gain something and realize

God grace is always with us and He is always to give us light and heat to survive

1 John 2:15-16

Today, I'm very lonely and uninspired but the Lord trying to make me happy. This passage from the Book of John really Touches my heart. allow me to quote it.

"Do not love the world,
Nor the things that are in the world
If anyone love the world,
The Love of the Father is not in him.
Because all that is in the world,
is the lust of the flesh,
and the lust of the eyes,
and the pride of life;
which is not from the Father
but from the world."

It is a beautiful passage! To start with this year 2011. I said to myself that it is the start of my vocation journey. Everyday it seems to be serious and thank God this day I open a Marian Retreat book by Bernard J. Lefrois, SVD and materialism and earthly pleasure is a main concern. In our life it is hard to detach with the things we have. Let us be simple with our example - Cellphone is one of them- it become a part but a addiction to us Filipinos. We want a extravagant life - a house, car, jewelries it is like we salivate with this thing that we forgot to see a happy thought of praising God and serving the Almighty by the means of other. We center thyself with selfish happiness rather than sacrifice thyself for the happiness for mankind to develop so called Authentic happiness. Because we own by Christ not for own self. We create by our Lord to help one another not to go on with our comfort zone.

Happy New year to all!

Praise God Always! I Love you Lord

End of Downfall, Start of Rising

This was the picture after the crying times.. after all, Columbans allow me to pursue my discernment. Taken November 2010. I don't know the exact day ehehe. (me, My beautiful Mom and Father Rolly Aniscal, SSC)

I remember a Filipino saying about a wheel of Life "Ang buhay ay parang gulong, Minsan nasa Ibaba, Minsan Nasa itaas" There are times we are in our highest peak in life but all of the sudden, you feel you are in a down part of your wheel.
Few months ago in a moment I talk to a BISHOP I felt the rejection, the incapacity of being a PRIEST because of a aspect of Family background. I felt the rejection and downfall begin to move. Satan rule my world in that moment.. I don't want to serve Christ, In a moment of my confusion, I said to myself that I am already broken. I cannot move on, I don't want to rise. Path of evil begin to move in my life and in a glimpse.. Together with columban companion (Father Rolly and Bro. Johans) used them by God to embrace me again, throw all my worries and start a new life. In my last text message to father Rolly I said to him "I feel God throw away heavy tons in my back, he accept me with all his heart. I sing and praise with his presence and love.. :-)" Today in my glorious moment, in this time, in my humble heart.. i am confirmed by God, God never reject me nor said to me that brokenness will a hindrance to serve him deeper. God accept me whatever what is my weakness and emptiness. He feel those emptiness. He hug and let me said that everything will be ok.
Laus Deo Semper!
Allelulia, Alleluia, Alleluia