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| This was the picture after the crying times.. after all, Columbans allow me to pursue my discernment. Taken November 2010. I don't know the exact day ehehe. (me, My beautiful Mom and Father Rolly Aniscal, SSC) |
I remember a Filipino saying about a wheel of Life "Ang buhay ay parang gulong, Minsan nasa Ibaba, Minsan Nasa itaas" There are times we are in our highest peak in life but all of the sudden, you feel you are in a down part of your wheel.
Few months ago in a moment I talk to a BISHOP I felt the rejection, the incapacity of being a PRIEST because of a aspect of Family background. I felt the rejection and downfall begin to move. Satan rule my world in that moment.. I don't want to serve Christ, In a moment of my confusion, I said to myself that I am already broken. I cannot move on, I don't want to rise. Path of evil begin to move in my life and in a glimpse.. Together with columban companion (Father Rolly and Bro. Johans) used them by God to embrace me again, throw all my worries and start a new life. In my last text message to father Rolly I said to him "I feel God throw away heavy tons in my back, he accept me with all his heart. I sing and praise with his presence and love.. :-)" Today in my glorious moment, in this time, in my humble heart.. i am confirmed by God, God never reject me nor said to me that brokenness will a hindrance to serve him deeper. God accept me whatever what is my weakness and emptiness. He feel those emptiness. He hug and let me said that everything will be ok.
Laus Deo Semper!
Allelulia, Alleluia, Alleluia
Few months ago in a moment I talk to a BISHOP I felt the rejection, the incapacity of being a PRIEST because of a aspect of Family background. I felt the rejection and downfall begin to move. Satan rule my world in that moment.. I don't want to serve Christ, In a moment of my confusion, I said to myself that I am already broken. I cannot move on, I don't want to rise. Path of evil begin to move in my life and in a glimpse.. Together with columban companion (Father Rolly and Bro. Johans) used them by God to embrace me again, throw all my worries and start a new life. In my last text message to father Rolly I said to him "I feel God throw away heavy tons in my back, he accept me with all his heart. I sing and praise with his presence and love.. :-)" Today in my glorious moment, in this time, in my humble heart.. i am confirmed by God, God never reject me nor said to me that brokenness will a hindrance to serve him deeper. God accept me whatever what is my weakness and emptiness. He feel those emptiness. He hug and let me said that everything will be ok.
Laus Deo Semper!
Allelulia, Alleluia, Alleluia
